Harry Setyawan

i feel terrible low just now.
blaming my self is no longer needed.
killing my self is no longer wanted.
i know this is all not about me, or maybe this is
maybe i just need to be grateful of what i have
but what i have is not enough, at least not for me, my self
feeling mingled, happyness, sadness, loneliness, together frustrated me
what i wants, what god's wants, all blended within my mind
if it's not about me, what it is all about? you? them? or the world all around?
should i become someone else? acting like someone different? someone that is not me, not myself
so do you think become someone else makes you happy? makes me happy?
coz i dont think so
so what's the point here?
it's me not having someone to share, to shout at loud, to understand me, to guide me, to calm me, to cheers me, to take me up higher and higher

man, you shud just shut you mouth up and move
you know exactly the purpose of you
you know what will you persue in your life
and part of you know that you already have it
yes, i already have it
being someone is tough, but being ordinary is losing,
and i dont lose, i didnt, i shudnt and i wont